a) I end up going to sleep because I get so comfortable,
b) I can't clam my mind and end up sitting there for 20 minutes thinking about what I have to do after I sit here for 20 minutes.
I think I've found a great solution for this.
Alright, so these are just too far out:
These little guys, according to the company that makes them, are less than a quarter of an inch in diameter, and 30 times more powerful than your regular fridge magnets, and are amazingly cool and calming to just play with and relax.
Zen Magnets Home
They are also incredibly cheap, which is a huge one for myself, just $9.50 for their mini set, which includes 72 of these amazing ZEN MAGNETS!